I CAN ALWAYS HEAR THE FREIGHT TRAIN I can always hear the freight trains when they roll through gallup whistle blows behind the zia motel rainy and malia closing down the diner across the interstate by the broken church bell tumbleweeds drift down the avenue past the brewery like seers with no more secrets to tell I still got debts to pay I always hear the freight train even though i'm ….. far away I can always hear the freight trains like they howled in 85 through the cold nights with rainy and malia and the dusty summer evenings boxcars rolling on through toward flagstaff go to the well for a gulp of agua fria we'd lie in the apartment looking out at the world and what we could see deep in the sangria there's still things I don't know I always hear the freight trains but that was long ago me and rainy and malia. Churches and weather vanes broken clocks --- interstates the rumble of the trains I can always hear the freight trains and the laughter of the girls we were like family and I was all they had their father worked hard and they cleaned the church next door I worked the shop with him, he was like my dad Till the snow shut the road and he never came home his car flipped over down by Soledad. There's things I can't turn back I always here the freight trains but i'm a long way down the track me and rainy and malia. Sisters churches dreams broken clocks --- interstates how the real world seems I can always hear the freight trains and the last ring of the bell like a gunshot in the black of that night. And I can always see her eyes and the last time they closed underneath Santo Domingo's blessed lights And I can always hear the sounds of her dear sister's cries screaming out that I knew it wasn't right. There's journeys that will never begin and I can always hear the freight trains trains i'll never see again. I can always hear the freight trains I can always hear the freight trains I can always hear the freight trains I can always hear the freight trains